welcome to my world ♥

Holidays...

2011-09-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

I baked bread and orange chiffon cake during the Raya holidays :P
I tried baking macarons too but failed :/
Not giving up yet, will try it again after my finals, during my term break :)
Went shopping with my mom for like 3 ~ 4 days straight in a row, got lotsa new books and some new clothes XD

Anyway, uni will start again tomorrow :)
Assessments! Presentation! Finals!
Gambatteh! Aza aza FIGHTING! :D

XOXO
With lots of <3

Happy

2011-08-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

You will get something in return if you work hard enough :)

XOXO

With lots of <3

Not Fit for Blood Donation

2011-08-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

I went Subang Parade with my mom yesterday, and there's this guy who came to us and told us about the blood donation campaign (in conjunction with Global Peace Day). So I told my mom that I want to donate blood, since I'm already 18 (legal age!) :D And we went there after shopping.
They told me to fill in a form (personal details, and some questions asked) and proceed to the second section to consult the doctors. I told them that I've been applying an antibiotic kind of cream and some pills for my face treatment (acne, pimples) and they told me that I can only donate blood one week after the treatment ends :/
So, from now onwards, I must not forget to take my medicine daily so that I can finish the treatment faster and donate my blood :D

XOXO
With Lots of <3

New Obsessions ♡

2011-08-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

2NE1

BIG BANG

2NE1, BIG BANG - Lollipop

♡♡♡♡♡♡

Just A Dream

2011-08-11T18:27:00.000+08:00

No matter how positive your mindset is, sometimes you will still have the feeling that life is unfair.

Even when everything is wrong, move along.

2011-08-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

I had lunch service class today, I don't know why I'm so blur today. I made lots of mistakes, silly mistakes. At one point I almost cried because I really can't take the pressure but oh well, we make mistakes and we learn. Do some self-reflection, find out how it happened.... And move on... Of course, never repeat the same mistake. Apologies if I sounded very emotional, but I really feel down/ depressed... Need time to get over this...

2011-07-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

The lecturers made everything seem so easy. How? For example Plant & Premises... I think my lecturer really like to say: "So basically you guys just need to know... bla bla bla..." Basically... x__x basic one I also don't know lerh, how?

Another example... kitchen class....

Chef: Just do like this this this this this (teaching us some new techniques)...

A: Wah, like very easy hooorrrh?

B: Yea loh yea loh, faster, lai, we start doing..

*Few minutes later*

A: How come so weird one, we got use wrong method ah?

B: No... It's correct, just now chef also do like this one mah....

A: Then how come the chef do seem so easy one? - -|||

B: That's why you're the student and she's the chef.... Otherwise can call you chef already...

Oh well, there's definitely a start/ first time for everything. Sometimes, things may seem easy, but never underestimate it ;) Still, it's fun. LOL.

Enjoying this course to the max, hence I need to go and study for my Plant and Premises assessment tomorrow ;P

Ciao!

XOXO

With lots of ♡

Till the day we meet again...

2011-07-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

You probably don't know, but I miss you :)

XOXO
With lots of ♥

Shampoo - After School

2011-07-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Shampoo by After School.

My current obsession :P I love the chorus part... "Hokshi neo byeol byeol byeol iyuro nareul seulpeuge hamyeon neoye nuneul ttagapge halgeoya...."...

Lyrics: Shampoo Lyrics! :D

Okay this is only part one... There's part 2 :)... You have to watch the MV to understand Part 2, nice MV, love the storyline. :D

Here's a Live Version one, if you were wondering why is it that the live version have more views than the Part 2 MV? Well, I quite agree one of the comments there, "because they are even more awesome live!" :D

Enjoy!

XOXO
With lots of ♥

Term 3 :D

2011-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

This is the third week since I started my Term 3, so far so good :D

Other than the three usual subjects (Restaurant Operations, Kitchen Operations and Rooms Division) they have new subjects this term. This term we will be learning how to use the Opera system... Not the singing one :P It's something like a Property Management System (I think) to handle guest's registration, check-ins and check-outs in a hotel... Tomorrow will be the first class! :D Mr Zikri is teaching, looking forward for tomorrow's class! Teehee!

Other than that, we also have...

Business Mathematics: this term is mainly about Statistics. Ms Dhila is teaching us again! So happy to see her again! :DD

Bahasa Kebangsaan: Some might need to take this subject but I got exempted! Ms. Sophie is teaching... Awwww! Miss her so much! :')

Intensive English: For Term 1 and 2 my group (former group 3 members, which is the current group 5 & 6 members) were exempted from taking Intensive English, but only in Term 1 & 2, so since I'm already in term 3 so I need to take. Ms Pam is the lecturer, she shares a lot of interesting facts with us! :D

Plant and Premises: 1st chapter is about the refrigeration system :/ How come this reminds me of Physics ah? ANYWAY... The lecturer, Mr. Lim is cute. LOL. He asked us for 'permission' to go out to drink water. Haha. XD

Purchasing and Cost Control: I understand what the lecturer said, I just need to do revision again! >< Maybe I'm quite blur since this is a new subject. (Before the class I thought that this subject is something like accounting. >_>|||) The lecturer Mr. Gopi is funny, he makes the class very interesting. XD He used purchasing carrots as an example, and in the notes given, they wrote there that person bought few hundred kg of carrots per week... Then after that he added... We are not opening a rabbit hotel, so don't order too much carrots... XD

Overall, everything is still okay for now. BTW, I got back my Term 2 results recently, a slight improvement can be seen, but still need to work harder for Term 3 :D Aiming for higher marks! :D

That's all for now!

BYE!

XOXO

With lots of ♥

Baking/ Cooking Marathon.

2011-07-17T20:57:00.006+08:00

So basically this post will be about what I did during the second week of my holidays. :P
P/S: This is a late update because I spilled water on my keyboard... And I need to change a new one. orz.

29th June 2011: Udon
:/ It was a big failure, I used wheat flour, salt and water, according to some recipe that I found from the internet. Well, I guess we do need kan-sui or alkaline salt for noodle.
Recipe: How to make Udon Noodles.... - -|||

Pour salt water into the sifted flour :] Then mix it until a dough is formed. Knead it.

Leave the dough for few hours. (I left it for about 2 ~ 3 hours) Then flatten it.

Time to cut it!

Well, as you can see... I'm not really good in cutting things, so the shape is not the same, and it's too thick.. What's next? Cook the noodles!

30th June 2011: Dinner rolls + Green Onion Pancakes (Chinese style)
The dinner rolls were okay... Surprisingly my mom liked them :D But sadly I didn't really enjoy them because one of my wisdom tooth was growing. It wasn't that painful, but when I chew on something I feel really wierd. Okay, enough of my wisdom tooth! For the green onion pancakes, I made a plain one, specially for my eldest brother (he doesn't like green onions). He commented, it tasted like roti canai. LOL.
Recipe: Green Onion Pancake! :D

Flour, yeast,salt, sugar and butter :D

Add egg and milk. :3

Mix, knead, and let it proof!

Half an hour later :D

Shape it :3 and let it proof for another 10 minutes. Then bake it :3

The texture :O

My friend, I Lin said, looks like Tau Sar Piah. So Shiny. *laughs*

The dough and the Green Onion :D

A bit burnt ;O

Plain one and the texture :P

1st of July 2011: Green Onion Pancakes (Korean Style) + Mocktail: Sunrise or Sunset?
Since I still have some leftovers of the green onions, I decided to make more pancakes! :3 Korean style pancakes, or you can call it Pajeon :D It tasted quite good (I LOVE FLOUR :D), was quite satisfied with the end product :D As for the mocktail, I was trying out some new recipe because I'm the bartender for my next service class :D...
Recipe: Korean Scalion/ Green Onion Pancake! :D

Flour + egg + water + green onions + salt and pepper :D

Plain ones!

So oily :O

Om nom nom nom nom! :D

Sunrise or Sunset in Purple coca-cola glass. :)

In a highball glass. This drink consists of mango, pineapple and orange juice, topped with 7up and Ribena. The red layer supposed to be at the base but since I bought the ready-to-serve form of Ribena I decided to mix it with sprite to make it float better :D (The red layer is still too little :| )

Mini version! :D

2nd July 2011: Raisin Butter Cake
This is my second attempt on the same recipe :D My mom was complaining that the raisins were too little, so this time I added more :D
Recipe: Raisin Butter Cake! :D

Butter + sugar!

Mix it (sugar not yet dissolve)

Add in the eggs one by one and mix till creamy :D

Fold in the flour mixture (flour + salt + baking powder)...

Put in the raisins (premixed with flour)

Transfer contents to a baking pan and bakeee! :D

A bit burnt...? Hmmmmm....

Chocolate cake? :O

:P raisins.

3rd July 2011: BREAD! :D
Tried baking bread again since I still have some bread flour... I didn't take many photos because I thought that this thing will fail badly (The dough was super sticky no matter how much flour I added in) I added in extra
few tablespoons of flour hence the bread was a bit... uhm... starchy? :/ The smells good though, LOL.

The texture :)

A bit burnt, but still acceptable (for me) :X

Mini loaf!

The crust!

Burnt.... Not acceptable.. - -||||

That's all! :D
BYE!

XOXO
With lots of ♥

Passed

2011-06-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

The title says it all. Passed my driving test.
Phew.

Will be baking tomorrow. :3

XOXO

Driving Test!

2011-06-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

It's tomorrow! Tomorrow! TOMORROW!
I'm in the 3rd session, which should be afternoon (I think).
Hopefully I won't be too nervous tomorrow, and hopefully I can pass the test.. XD

:3

XOXO
With Lots of ♥

Driving Lesson x2

2011-06-24T12:48:00.001+08:00

Yes, x2. I went out at 1.30 p.m. yesterday and reached home at 5.30 p.m.. My mom requested for extra class for me on the second day, which is today. 7.30 a.m. onward until.... 10.30 a.m.?
Super tired :/

XOXO
With Lots of ♥

Terrible! Horrible!! VEGETABLE!!!

2011-06-21T12:04:00.001+08:00

Okay... Well, guess what? I did a... super horrible job just now for my on-the-road practice...
My instructor was shocked with my performance today because I did quite well when we met up last Sunday..
Well... I wouldn't want to share what happened... LOL.
Probably I'm just too sleepy or something... Gotta practice more on this coming Thursday.

Moral of the story: SLEEP EARLIER if you know that you are having driving class the next morning. :)

That's all for now... BYE!

XOXO
With Lots of ♥

Blueberry muffins

2011-06-20T18:01:00.002+08:00

Picture says it all :) I baked today! :D

Over flow, oppppps! :P

Well, actually the taste was not up to my expectation. Since I still have some blueberries with me, I will try out another recipe again this week. :P
Stay tune for more photos. BYE!

XOXO
With Lots of ♥

Brand New Start

2011-06-20T09:24:00.002+08:00

Well, this is the sixth month since I started my Diploma course at Taylor's Lakeside University. How was it? My answer will always be the same.. Stressful yet enjoyable :)...

Term 1 was fine, but in Term 2, the timetable is really hectic and verrrrry different from Term 1... Classes are usually from 8 a.m. ~ 6 p.m. If you are talking about practical classes like kitchen and restaurant classes, they are usually from 8 a.m. ~ 2 p.m. You are asking, are we serving breakfast? No :) We are serving lunch at 12 noon. We need to do mise-en-place (pre-preparation) to set up the restaurant, worst still, there are chances of us ending the class after 3 p.m. because sometimes the guests just feel too comfortable in the restaurant and do not feel like living :P So this actually slows down our restaurant closing. Imagine you need to be in heels for that six or seven hours, and you are not allowed to be seated until your guests leave, painful huh? But oh well, I still enjoy restaurant classes :) Will be starting my internship soon anyway, need to train myself to stand more :D As for kitchen classes, well, like I said, it is from 8 a.m. ~ 2 p.m. but this usually ends earlier, at 1.30 p.m. because according to the rules stated, the last order in the restaurant is at... 1 p.m. or 1.30 p.m.? Oh well, I can't remember... anchovy brain.. Quote Ei Von, a.k.a. my kitchen partner :P Good to have her as my kitchen partner. We do argue (not the very big one, just small arguments!) sometimes, but I still think that I can work best with her :D We know what each another is capable of, so from there, we can work together better... For example.. We need to cut pumpkin, I have more strength than her, so I will cut the pumpkin into quarter-sized chunks, and we both work together to cut them into smaller pieces and peel off the skin :P But obviously she is better than me so when she have done her part she will help me! :D As for Rooms Division which includes Housekeeping and Front Office classes it usually takes about 3 hours per class we learn about how to make a bed (Housekeeping) and how to communicate with the guest in a correct manner (via telephone, or face-to-face). Well, I am sure I will learn more in Term 3 ;)

Moving on to Theory classes, well, my current favourite subject is... Tadaaa, COMG Thinking Skills! Taught by Mr. Adrian... A subject that inspires you to think more (conclusion of the subject in one sentence). Enhances critical and creative thinking...! Well it is fun... For Thinking Skills Black Box Challenge (It is a MUST for every batch, so enjoy!) we have a comb this year..

Yes, a FREAKING comb! So... what happened to the comb? Will talk about that in another post maybe, long story :) Well, we also have classes on Malaysian Studies, and no, classes will never be boring if you have a good lecturer like mine :P Miss Sophie! She is super nice and funny :D ♥ her! Believe it or not, we still have classes on Principles of Accounting, well we are learning the basics la :) I heard that it is a must for most of the courses... Business Mathematics I.. :/ similar to additional mathematics (certain chapters) and will continue in next term..? Food Science & Sanitation I... Divided into two parts, Nutrition and Hygiene, for the Nutrition part you have to study to know what are the functions of vitamins and minerals and some other things :P Hygiene is more on common sense (according to Miss Nancy) but still need to study okay? Got all the wierd wierd bacteria names to memorize la.. :-*

Well I guess that's all for now. BYE!

XOXO
With Lots of ♥

Moist Chocolate Cupcakes

2011-01-28T17:54:00.001+08:00

18th Birthday Celebration - Simple as that :)

What's better than spending some time, doing something you love to do on your birthday? :)
I baked some moist chocolate cup cakes today, and celebrated my birthday with those cakes :D
Here are some photos :)

Before..

and after :D

With icing/frosting

The texture

Celebrating my birthday ;)

Happy birthday Kong Pui Yin ;)

Last but not least, I would like to wish my twin, Satya Dinesh, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! :D

with lots of ♥

Pui Yin

2011-01-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

New Year Resolution:
1. Never ever ever ever (x10000000) overspend.
2. Be more independent.
3. Be more courageous.
4. Be more sociable.
5. Know myself better.

Pui Yin

2010-10-09T18:48:00.004+08:00

Accounts paper on Monday, and I'm still blogging, uhhhhhhh what's wrooonnnnnggg with meeeee?

~~Dieeeee weeiiiiiihhhhh, I'm screeeee.........~~

Wait, I'm gonna post something more positive today.

GRRRRR............ I AIN'T GIVING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEE

with lots of ~~fire~~ ♥

Pui Yin

2010-07-10T11:34:00.000+08:00

Time for me to settle down and think, seriously for once, what I want....
Culinary arts? Hotel management?
Open my own bakery shop? Or even my very own clubhouse?
Omega Leo club? yes, ACGBU.
Sooooooooooooooo, next question, which college?
Where?
Taylors lakeside? Inti? Or even overseas?
How about study and working at the same time?
Yes, thought of it before, work part time in bakery. It'll be tough and tiring but I think it's a great oppurtunity to learn.
So, think.

2010-05-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

Waiting for exams to finish, then I shall bake.... Chocolate Marbled Cheese Cake... Recipe from ubersuperbakes by supersara. Yeaap, this girl is real awesome ;)) I met her in person once, during some Leo project, she taught us how to bake. I even learnt how to make royal icing that day and I can still remember till now. No doubt, she can become a super good teacher ;DD! So, the only thing different about the cheesecake... maybe replacing the oreo crust with digestive biscuit base... We'll see how it turns out ;))
And, baking Blueberry Cheese Tarts as well..... Well, my eldest brother loves cheese, he used to love cheese tarts, but he seldom eat cheese tarts now-a-days, because my dad said, cheese is fattening, cheese is not good for health and stuff, but i think it will be different if i bake it *at least dad might not stop kor from eating homemade cheese tarts*, AHA. >:D

As for my second brother, he 'requested' for 雞蛋糕, i'm not really sure about this but i think it's some sort of traditional steamed cake from China. My aunt (mother side) from KL taught me how to make the cake, gotta try it before i lost the recipe, haha. Next I will try to make some Char Siew Baos also. Haha, baking list is getting long.

Well, after next Friday, here comes the holidays! But i guess i'm going to be quite busy throughout my holidays. Gaaah. 1st day of holiday, 5th June - needa rush my monthly reports, send in. I'm going to get it done by 4th if possible... wanna go out shopping with my mom. Then, on the 5th shopping day, forum stuff + baking stuff. 6th baking day/ shopping day (again?). The Leo Forum starts on the 11th, but i need to be in Ipoh on the 10th, oh wells, Forum Secretary. Gonna be super busy for the whole week, especially before Forum, everyone will be busy finalizing everything. Hmmm... I better make sure all documents needed are printed out by forum or else i'm dead. =_=. Well good thing, I'm gonna retire soon ;P. But not retired YET.

And... I seriously need to study. Sigh. Physics Chemistry Accounts Moral Add Maths Modern Maths BM English Chinese Sejarah. That's right, ten subjects for SPM. It's like oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh my gawd. Well, I better push myself more to study then. ;))

Oh-oh, one more thing, I'm like addicted to Queen Seon Duk now-a-days. First time I'm addicted to Korean Drama, woooow. -___- Great timing man.

I ♥ Queen Seon Duk I ♥ Kim Yu-Shin I ♥ Alcheon I ♥ Bidam

Right, Signing off! ;))

♥
Pui Yin.

2010-04-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today was a Fairytale - Taylor Swift
Today was a fairytale

You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

2010-04-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

I think i'm really falling for you. Oh-no.

2010-04-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know, but I think I like you.

2010-03-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

Life's miserable, why? Because it is miserable.

Felt so bored now, maybe just some short updates on what I did today... ;)

Well, I went for ching ming this morning, then Michelle Kho's dad came to Subang Jaya to pick me and Wei Phern to Subang Parade to attend Emily's project, Regional Eco Week - Help Our Precious Earth (H.O.P.E.). We reached there around 1++, close to 2, we joined them for like one hour plus. We were kinda late, so we actually missed some good 'show' D; BUT, still they introduced all the participants, and their models, then they have these performances with guest artists, and, oh it was awesome ;)

Anyways, Bryan, Shu Mei, Shu Lyn and Anna did a great job! And congratulations guys for winning the SECOND PLACE for the fashion show!! WOOHOOO!!!! ♥

Then me, Mich Kho and Xin Rou started to lepak around at 3 ++ since the main events were over, plus they were having a short break before the next event. We went walking around, from the ground floor to the first floor then to the second floor then into the shopping complex and then the third floor and back to second floor then to the ground floor again. Well, we were busy chatting while walking, so we actually walked in that so-called-sequence for 2 rounds.

Oh then Xin Rou left me and Mich Kho around 3.30 and we met up with Wei Phern at BR, we bought bubble tea from Cool Blog, DAMN THIRSTY!! Right after that We went to Sunway Pyramid by bus. We walked to the bus station outside Carrefour, then we waited there, then Wei Phern said, eh there got bus to Sunway Pyramid la *pointing at the opposite side*. OK, so we went over to that side. Then when all of us reached there, suddenly all the buses gone missing and the opposite side started to have more and more buses -_- Then we waited for god-knows-how-long, finally there's a bus, then Wei Phern asked for Sunway Pyramid, nicely, then that fella go scold Wei Phern, OPPOSITE SIDE LA. WTF -________- WHO KNOWS WORH YOUR CARDBOAD THERE WRITING SUNWAY PYRAMID AND WHAT-EVER-CRAP-WHAT-THE-HECK-DAMN-YOU-CURSE-YOU-LA-FIRST-TIME-WE-TAKE-BUS-FROM-CARREFOUR-WTF-IS-WRONG-WITH-YOU-BUSTARD-WHAT-THE-F. oh i should stop that now. LOL, so we went back to the opposite side, Wei Phern is kinda like scolding the bus driver, chill la ah boy.

Oh so we went back there to wait for another bus, and finally it came, oh guess what, before the bus came, we met Yuan Ting at the bus stop ;D and then we went up to the mini bus, the place me and Michelle Kho sat was quite... LOL? We saw someone wrote there: I promise after finish Diploma I won't sit bus again. I will have my own car and business. I want to be an Artis!!!... =w=.... Nice one. So, we arrived at Pyramid in less than 15 minutes, then we went to Watsons, damn THIRSTY. Ah boy left us when we were paying at cashier.

Me and Mich Kho went to uhmm sorry i forgotten what's the shop name to buy shirts for her friend, then she bought a pair of slippers for herself =w=... then we went to redbox to check out the price for karaoke, passed by Coco Banana and The Opera i was so tempted to go in and see what's inside ;X Then Mich. Kho called her mom to pick us up from pyramid, then after few minutes only she realised that i actually told her that i wanna go shop for a present for my friend, she we rushed to Diva, we left the shop empty-handed, and her mom just reached pyramid right on time ;) she dropped me home after that.

Thank you so much Michelle Kho, thanks aunty! :D ♥

2010-01-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

In love with the birthday song ;)
Seriously, I cant recall when was the last time I heard a birthday song from my friends to me.

In the physics lab.
- bored - nothing to do - wanted to copy accounts - suddenly physics teacher went out to take something before the lesson starts - start flipping my accounts log book - suddenly, as in SUDDENLY,
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to pui yin~ happy birthday to you.." right.
randomkan? but i love it XD....
I almost cried T_T
thank you to phaik yan pei shien nadia chai qiao yew ming for starting the song ;P
Teeheee received few presents from my beloved friends. The first one was from Dee Dee, A SUPER KAWAI PENGUIN... OMFG!!! And Michelle Kho XDD... another SUPER KAWAI BUNNY (actually it's to put handphone) but who cares? It's cuteeeeeee! XDDD And next is Joy Joy Joy, she bought me nuggets during recess XDD.... Good timing la joy, I didn't bring my purse x3.... And 'wishing cards' from Jun Han and Eric :D Teeheeee this 2 fella so cute la XDDD love the 'wishing cards' btw ;))
and of course, birthday wishes ;) weng chun, satya, ramya, hsiang nerng, gina, desmond, vivien, wai kyan, phuah sheng, hwee ping, edwin, prada, shermaine, jasmine, shu-lyn, yun yin, daphney, shun thai, si sheng, weng siong, lemina, leon jie, jia chien, sy yiing, RIMU, ROY TAN, hong seh, benjamin, beatrice, carmen yen, CCK, cheng wai, jia yi, shannon, kien boon, soon huat, yin huei, yoke zye, agnes wong, eric chong, vigneswar, DEVIL HUI YI!, fong uin, zong ying, zhu zhu, su shen, matthew lee, ellyshaahahahaha, anushyahahahaha, and a lot more laaaa >w<

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WISHES <3
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATYA!!!! WE ARE OFFICIALLY 17 XD

2010-01-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

Yes, my very first post for year 2010. Happy new year everyone.
It's 1.06 a.m. now. It's the 1st of January 2010 today.
Maybe just same updates on yesterday's lagoon trip.

I went to Sunway Lagoon with Joyce, Hui Yi, CK, and Dou. This is the second time i go lagoon with this bunch of crazy ppls from Lumbini. LOL. Althought they are crazy in different ways [wanted to throw me into the tiger cage, claming that the tiger in the cage is my cat, eat spaghetti on roler-coaster, shake the damn ferris wheel when they know i got height phobia, trying to get some muscles by doing pull-ups in the swimming pool/ beach... = = ] but still, it's damn fun ;P (duuuhhh.)

I'm looking forward to go out with them again, hopefully can go out together for longer next time, how about a 3 Days 2 Nights trip? ;P

Memories; ♥
P/S: Although we went Sunway Lagoon but we only took photos at Sunway Pyramid. LOL.

LOL?

Trying to steal some candies from Famous Amous for New Year?

The ~~Jeans and Slippers gang~~ Lumbini gang ♥

Memories are like lollipops. You might not be able to find the exactly same one anymore after you finish eating it, but you will remember the taste once in a while, or maybe forever.

Tsu is missing you all already D:

♥
Pui Yin

Thanks for the memories.

2009-12-16T13:50:00.001+08:00

Finally, everything 'officially' ended yesterday.
Post mortem meeting of 2nd RCC Meeting.
Rawwwwwwr. It's fun to work together with this bunch of ppls.
No matter how bad your mood is, you will just start smiling or laughing with them around you. (Especially when Min Min and Chong Sheng argue, very 'interesting' *w*.)

Well, we went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday for the meeting, Michelle didn't join us, i guess she's preparing for Y.E. (Heheeeee. She should be in japan with her host family by now edi XD.) Hope she have fun there, haha.
Then after we have the post mortem meeting, 8 of us (excluding Ying, she went to work) went to Sushi Zanmai to makan.
After that we went lepak around for a while, after the PJI-ians left, Min Min, Cheng Ze and I went to watch Princess and The Frog. (Sorry la i become light bulb *__*|||)
The movie was nice :D
I went home around 5.30 pm.

Committee members of 1st RCC Meeting for FY 2009/2010:

Our very first Makan session after the project @ Tasty Pot, Bandar Sunway. XD

Group photo of committee members of 2nd RCC Meeting for FY 2009/2010:

After the RCC Meeting... Posing with the marble cakes and butter cookies we baked, and the presents sponsored by Lion Clayton. Rawwwr.

Thank you everyone, I've learnt a lot through this 2 RCC Meetings.

Hope we can work together again next time. Rawwwr.

- Smile, beause it happened -

♥
Pui Yin

2009-11-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

I'm worried about you two.
Please get back to your normal life, soon.
I love you all.

Quote:
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

♥
Pui Yin

2009-11-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Why do we still call that kind of feeling "love", when "love" is under pressure...?

2009-11-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

This is no good...

It seriously affected me quite a lot.....
Uhh... what the heck is it....
Hate that feeling... Shyt....
Not being trusted.... Being ignored....
Ask already then kena ignore... Don't know ask who to help....
Wants to know the truth but got no courage to ask again....
This is seriously #%^*ing FRUSTRATING.
What the heck, just get the damn off my mind...
UHHHHHHHHHHH
This is seriously crazy.... Dammit.

♥
Pui Yin

2009-11-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

Exams are over, I got back my results, no idea why, I still feel myself under pressure.
Sometimes I just feel like throwing stuffs around and go crazy, for a few minutes, or maybe seconds.
Well, i tried, throwing stuff -- No, i never get enough of throwing stuffs, apparently it doesn't help in releasing my anger/ stress.
Then, screaming -- I feel like screaming, yes i screamed, but apparently didn't help much.
Oh well, the last thing on my list would be crying i guess? -- Oh damn, I feel like crying, but the damn tears just won't come out. I feel like crying out loud but my tears just won't come out, I feel really sad sometimes but my tears just can't some out. Oh- how nice. My tears won't come out when I'm under pressure?

Anyways, I went to my dad's factory today, nah, not to work. To study. Yes, I go to my dad's factory to STUDY. My final's grades drop like crazy, needa brush up during this holidays....
Actually, I suppose to study 2 chapters of modern maths and 1 chapter of add maths today, but wtf, I was distracted, I only managed to study 1 1/5 chaper of modern maths and 1/3 chapter of add maths, nice right?

I dont know what's wrong with me lately, but, seriously, i feel like saying this -- what the effffffffff.
Sigh. Maybe my mom is right, I'm not suitable to become a social worker....

Hope tomorrow's a good day.
Ciao.

♥
Pui Yin

2009-10-30T12:05:00.001+08:00

This post is dedicated to SOME of the parents.

*I'm sorry if you feel offended, I'm just trying to be honest here*
Dear parents,
We children, understands that, doing house work is not fully your responsibility. Hence, we children, as part of the family, should also take up the responsibility to help to do some house chores.
But, PLEASE think. When you ask us to do something, PLEASE, do use a proper tone.
Yes, it's true that we are your children, and you're the older one, yes, we understand that we need to respect you.
But, PLEASE, respect us, too, we are not your maids, even if we are your maids, we need to be respected as well.
Please remember, maids are human too.
When you ask for something, PLEASE ask, don't command.
When we've done our duty, PLEASE don't be ‘stingy’.
We don't expect you to buy us clothes, shoes, or something expensive as reward.
Just a simple ‘Thank you’, ‘Good Job, girl/ boy’, or maybe plus with a glass of ice water/ a cup of tea/coffee/ anything you can get in the house will do.

2009-10-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

I seriously don't know how to describe my feelings now.
Lets not put in anymore hope...

2009-10-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Frustrations.
I always believe that.... Nothing is impossible...
But... after so many times of trying... I'm really tired....
Lets not put in too much hope,
The more hope you put in,
It's always more frustrating if you don't get what you want.
Lets not aim for the highest stars,
The higher you aim,
It definitely hurts more if you fall.

I used to believe that.... If I fell down... Someone is going to catch me....
I still believe that they will be the one to hold me and support me...
But... I just dont wanna fall anymore.....

2009-09-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

Sigh...
Just let me dream for a little while, please.

Infatuation....

2009-09-30T15:48:00.000+08:00

Awh, I craped a lot during the Sejarah paper, well, for the soalan esei, duh.
Especially the part they ask why this genarasi need more of the Pendidikan Tidak Formal....
Tsk tsk... I crap until kau kau.... I even wrote about Wawasan 2020....
Awesome lerh? ;)
But sadly... that one... 4 marks only... - -

Tomorrow Modern Maths.. and PHYSICS PAPER 2!!! DIEE LOOO!!!! X__X

2009-09-30T06:21:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee lets die in sejarah x))
In the end, I didn't study at all..... too sleepy edi... XD

2009-09-29T22:37:00.001+08:00

No mood to study sejarah...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
How eh...? -__________-
Damn awesome....
I think I left the sejarah tips in my Chemistry note book, and I passed up my Chemistry note book today -______-....
Fck face.... What the awesome-ness, man -_________-+++
WHAT LA WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI.... HOW TO STUDY =_________________=
flip open your text book and study.... duh....
WHAT???!!!! STUDY EVERYTHING MEH -______- fiiiiish face laaaaaaaaa =_____=
WAAAH AH AHH AHHH AHHHH AHHHHH AHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH
WAH LAO EH WEI SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE..... = =

2009-09-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

Not in the mood to study sejarah.
Why? Simple, I'm sleepy.
Good night..... XD

2009-09-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

Alright, I just finished my Add Maths paper 2 just now.....
How was it?
I dont know what I'm doing.....
I dont understand what I'm writing....
Most importantly, I dont understand the question.
I thought I will freak out during the exams....
The only thing i know is... before the exams I kept screaming and shouting and whatever-ing,
"Awh, fck face."
Oh well, In the end.... Surprisingly....I'm super calm during the exams....
Uh- how calm..?
Well....
Staring blankly at the paper, use less than one hour to finish the whole paper, then keep staring at the damn question paper, hoping the answers will just jump out from the paper, awh, and resting my head on my arms, hoping that later I sleep until half suddenly the answer and working will all appears in my dream, then keep pressing the calculator hoping that the formulas will just pop out from no where, awwh, in the end, the answer sheet I passed up got only 2 pieces of poor test pad.
"Awwwh, AWESOME."
Maybe my brain have accepted the fact that I can't pass add maths...? Haha.....
I think I can't even score 10 marks out of 100 marks from paper 2...
Well... So now my only hope will be on Add Maths paper 1....
I think I need to score 80/80 for paper 1 to pass my add maths....
Awesome huh?

Sejarah tomorrow, Awh.... Laugh Out Loud. Awesome.

Pui Yin.

2009-09-28T15:39:00.001+08:00

*poof*
Guess what? I finished my Chemistry paper 2 & paper 3 today... How was it?
haha...
three letters, IDK.
AWH WTF MAN. -__________-
feel like banging my head on the wall now..
Daaaaaaammmmmmmn
Sigh, tomorrow worse.... ADD MATHS!!!!! WHAT THE BUCK!!!! AHHHHH
ADD MATHS PAPER 2..!!!!????
HOW TO DO!!!!!????
SOMEONE TEACH ME ADD MATHS PLEASE!!!!!! T____T+++.....

Anyway, today was quite... LOL....
When I go in to the exam hall.... I see most of my classmates are.... panicing...?
Haha... Holiday... what you expect... sure no mood to study one....
Look at the Soon Huat's so-called-study-group... then you know already.....

Pergi rumah Soon Huat buat ape..?
Bawa buku-buku, duduk, buka buku, flip flip flip, tengok tengok tengok, boring?
Pergi guna computer sekejap....
Then suddenly someone say:"I on Facebook a while..."
... On Facebook lo.....
Then suddenly someone say:"I want xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Your RC got har?"
... On RC trade lo..... Give me xxxxxxxx from your RC also.... I want that......
Then suddenly someone go Maple Story do jump quest.....
... On Maple story jump lo..... Take turns jump lo.....
Then suddenly got ppl take out PSP.....
... On PSP play and share 'experience' lo... this this this how to kill... that that that item how to get....
Then suddenly got ppl on msn chat.....
... On MSN chat lo.... ~~Spam ppl's inbox lo......~~

So group study ape...?
Got.... I learnt... how to do FUNCTION...... and I copied Chemistry notes......
Others lerh...?
Got learn also... they learn their own stuff la... dunno what they learn....
First day everyone very bersemangat nak belajar one...
But second day....
Suddenly got The Simpsons.... Final Fantasy..... Jumper......
I only know that got one thing... everyone also got learn one.... go there relax... XD....

Anyway, I realised that facing the exam is more fun than studying - -...
Call me insane if you want... HAHAHAHA... x)
Anyway... Ciao...
Time to sleep... later at night learn add maths... XDD....

♥
Pui Yin

2009-09-28T06:14:00.000+08:00

Damn, I got seriously NO IDEA how did I slept last night.
I went to bed like 12 something, but it's like I spent most of my time turing turning turning ~~spining spining spining going right round right round~~ on the damn bed.
WTF, I'm not prepared for the paper at all - -....
yawns.... I want to sleep.....

2009-09-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

BLOODY HELL.
IT'S ELEVEN PLUS NOW BUT I'M STILL NOT SLEEPING.
WHY?
SIMPLE, TOMORROW I'M HAVING MY CHEMISTRY PAPER.
HOLY MAMA! PAPER 2 & 3.
I SERIOUSLY CANT CONCENTRATE STUDYING....!!!!
SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE..!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
*SCREAMS*
WHAT THE HEEEECK.
I WANT TO STUDY!!!!
CHEMISTRY, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-26T15:51:00.001+08:00

Illusion.....?
No worries... I'm.... fine....
The earth will still be round,
The sun will still rise in the east and set in the west,
The moon will still look nice,
The stars will still shine like diamonds at night,
The roses will still be red and violets will still be blue...

Thanks for giving me support and advices.....
You know who you are....

Just like what I said to you before, If you two need support, I will be your backbone.... :).....
You two gave me the support..... and now's my turn to become your backbone.... do tell me if you two need my help... I'll do my best... :))...
Super big (xInfinity) thank you.... J.E.....

And next will be my bff....
Sorry I didn't tell you everything....
But I know you will still love me ;))....
No worries.... I will let you see the cheerful Pui Pui... or you prefer emo one? x)....
Big big big (xInfinity) thank you to Joy Joy... my bfffffffffffffffffff (xInfinity)....

Last but not least... My advisor... (LOL?)....
Thanks for all the advise.... and stuff.... like.... you know..... :))
Felt really grateful that you're always beside me, supporting me... :))
Big big thank you (xSuper Infinity) to Dou.....

This post is specially for J.E., Joy and Dou :))
Just to let you all know I'm fine :)).......
Kays... No worries... I know I'm emo... but I will never cut myself... :)
So yea....
Thank you...! I love you all...!!

Pui Yin

2009-09-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

Perhaps, I'm really going crazy.
I should just stop thinking about it.
Seal it, lock it with a super strong and tough lock, and make sure it doesnt appears again.
Hearts. This is the last time I'm going to say it, or maybe shout it.

I LOVE YOU
~~not~~

2009-09-23T02:34:00.002+08:00

finally decided to go and sleep... good night....

2009-09-23T02:08:00.000+08:00

where are you? :(

2009-09-23T01:33:00.000+08:00

wondering... should i continue waiting....?

2009-09-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

Still waiting....

2009-09-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to do it...
I seriously got no idea what is going to happen next...
Feel myself very lost now....

Pui Yin

2009-09-22T16:04:00.004+08:00

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying...
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find...

2009-09-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

Je t'aime.
Getting crazier, day by day.
Curse it.

2009-09-21T19:42:00.000+08:00

Damn it.
Gotta stop thinking about it.

2009-09-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

"Dont even deserve a chance."

2009-09-21T01:56:00.003+08:00

It's getting late.

"Good night."
Two simple words.
Somehow, I just dont have the courage to say it.
Damn... I'm getting crazy.

Pui Yin

2009-09-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

Feels really down now.
It's like......
I don't know how to describe.
Stabbed by knives? Being pushed down from mountain cliff? Walking on broken glass?
Nah, all these seemed to be a bit too epic to describe my feelings.
I don't know. I just hate it. A lot.

She's pretty, she's beautiful, she's sweet, she's cute.
The way she smile is sweet, the way she smile is pretty, the way she smile is cute.
Just the first reason ALONE is enough to kill me. And yet, there are more to go, a super long list, I guess.

Maybe I should just give it a damn.
There must be ways to forget about it.....

Pui Yin

2009-09-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

I think I'm seriously moodless now, until I can blog one hour after I posted the lastest post.
Damn it, can't I just give it a damn?
It's really haunting me.

Pui Yin

2009-09-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

No idea why, my mood swings a lot these days.
Few minutes ago, I can be super hyper or happy, then five minutes later I might be emo-ing.

I think I'm seriously going crazy D:
It seems like I just can't give it a damn, what the heck?
Why am I still thinking about it?

P/S:
Attempt on interrupting failed.

Pui Yin

2009-09-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Love ain't that complicated, sometimes.
I've learnt a lesson today :)
Sometimes, we don't need to think too much. Love is NOT something that we should be ashamed of.
Feelings, is something really precious, and we should cherish it a lot.

I really can't describe my exact feelings in words....
Surprisingly, I didn't feel shock... I mean, maybe got...
BUT,I think it's more suitable if it can be replaced by the word 'admire'.

Sorry I'm not really good at expressing my feelings in words.
Anyway.....
All the best dudes, you know who you are :)
Sincerely wishes you two all the best :D
I think that you 2 are really great! ♥

with ♥
Pui Yin

2009-09-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

How does it feels like when you keep double-clicking the same damn contact on MSN, type something, and hit the "Esc" button without hitting the "Enter" button?
Well, I just tried it.
I don't wanna hide it anymore.
I hate that feeling.
I wanna chat with someone really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, very, very, very, very, very, very, very badly.
But I don't have the courage to interrupt him.

Say, I'm a coward...
Pathetic.....

2009-09-15T14:01:00.003+08:00

Feel like blogging, but don't know what to blog about....
So I shall just crap a bit before bathing.... and start memorizing the kata kunci for Moral. UH-!

I think I've been day-dreaming for the whole time in school today, especially when the teacher is teaching, I'm like, staring at the teacher/ table/ white board blankly.
Keep thinking of a loooooot of stupid things.
WTF. I even imagined kissing someone, someone died, something ghey, uh- someone screwed someone's funeral, and someone died again, and I cursed someone, awh- and.....
WTF. I must be crazy, man.

I've been thinking of a lot of things these days, like what?
Uh- Finals, studies, future, Leo, friends, family and a lot of things.
Sometimes I get kinda lost when I'm thinking about all these stuff, so if you see me staring at something, or not talking, doesn't means that I'm emo-ing laaaa = =.... Just THINKING.. XD
A lot of my friends thought that I was emo-ing, hahas XD

Anyway, I went to visit the white micey today, at Joy Joy and Ying Ying's class that one.. XD
I can't remember the name - -
BUT!!! It's so damn freaking cute = =+!!!
Keep eating eating eating eating eating eating eating eating.... drinking drinking drinking drinking drinking water and running around in the box.... XD
Somehow it reminds me of someone..... -__-
Especially the way the mice eat, it's SO CUTE!!!!!! Awwwwwh =w=....
Maybe I should bring some food for it tomorrow.... XD...

Awh- can't wait till this Friday anyway, UH, of course not because of the Moral paper, I mean, it's because of the meeting laaaah, XD... DUUUUH!
I heard from Ying that this coming Friday got another meeting with the committees of the 1st Leadership Seminar, RCC Meeting and CLD Programme. But I heard Linda is in Sarawak now D: ... So, most likely I'm not going see her this Friday lorh.. I mean if really got meeting laa... - -

with ♥
pui yin

2009-09-13T16:57:00.002+08:00

Alright... Tagged by Hong Seh... XD

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
errrm.... forehead...?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
Ahhh.... bad dreams..... curse it... = =

3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
erh.... Michelle Wu, Lion Alan, Lion Balu, Zenny, Azizi and Baki Zainal?

4.Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
Maybe.

5.Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
I wanted to - -... But I'm still underage, so yea. XD

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Yeap.

7.Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
If I'm really angry + cursing that person, then maybe. HAHA.

8.What does your last text message SAY?
Oh.... Thank You...

9.What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Something, well of course something. HAHA.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Maybe? I don't know = =.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Nine or ten something I guess.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Uhhh, Campzilla shirt.

13.Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
I think so? = =

14.Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Aww. Digi. HAHA.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .
1. Joyce Chan Suet Mei
2. Ng Fen Dee
3. Ang Ying Ying
4. Emily Choong
5. Anna Looi
6. Lim Su Shen
7. Justin Yap
8. Ellysha Nur
9. Khor Rui Wei
10. Lemina Lim

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
HAHA... Awwwwww..... some guy from KAT-TUN? Joking =w=.....
Seriously, I don't know... XD

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good ?
Hmmm....... I don't know! XD

18. What is no.1 studying??
SMK Subang Utama, Pure Science class :D

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM ?
I chatted with SOME OF THEM just now....

20. IS no.4 SINGLE ?
Guess so?

21. Say something about no.2.
Hardcore fan of NEWS and KAT-TUN.....

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
Ai Yaaaaaaah, should have tag CS as no. 6... XD

23. Describe no.9
Uhh, some tall guy, 18 years old, uh, can cook (main point), haha XD.

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT ?
Awwww... Su Shen will never fight D:... She's too lovely. XD

25 . Do you like no.8 ? which kind of Like??
Uh, yea, I ♥ her a lot, as a friend. XDD.

♥
pui yin

2009-09-10T14:00:00.004+08:00

Today Joy and Ying's class disected the white mice T___T......

Well, I passed by the Bio Lab during reccess, then they finish bisecting all the mice mice edi..... so.... I went in and see......

And guess what ANG YING YING DID.

SHE SHE SHE.......!!!!!!!!!

SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE!!!!! THAT GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE CUT OFF THE MICE TAIL T_____________________________T..........

screw her T_________T.......

but then got one white mice left haha..... 4 Sigma's new class pet LOL.

That time I say I wanna touch and poke the cute little white mice, so Sy Yiing she took it out... and leave it on the container cover -____-.... then she run edi.... ftw..... left me and the white mice there -_____-

I was like.... screaming...... shouting and..... talking to the white mice.....

Me: "EHHH DUN JUMP DUN COMMIT SUICIDE T___T!!! *panic*"

White Mice: "....." *running around*

Me: "KAOOOOO!!!! DONT KNOW HOW TO LISTEN IS IT??????!!!!!!!!! YOU GO IN LAAA ~~GHADFHGFADGHFHGS~~!!!!! GO BACK AND SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!"

Teacher: "..... what is she doing there? -__-"

Anyway, the white mice is cute haha :D

with ♥

Pui Yin

2009-09-09T17:40:00.002+08:00

Attempt on squeezing in Eric Teh's family tree.... failed = =....

Well, mainly it's because my current 'family' is like D: .... SHO dam ~~effing fishing fisherman dam omfg wtf~~ COMPLICATED!!!!!

JOYCE IS MY MOM, GAN YI HAO IS MY DADDIE, BUT JOY is MY DADDIEE's MOM, SO SHOULD I CALL HER GRANDMA, OR MUMMIEE?
THEN MINTY IS MY YOUNGER BROTHER, BUT HIS TWIN IS ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME, SO SHOULD I CALL HIM KOR KOR OR DI DI??? grrrrrrrr = =+
*half-dead*
dont talk to me = =!!!
*crawling back to the cupboard to EMO*
@___@

pening, right? D: ......

2009-09-09T13:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY KOH HUI YI!!!!!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

may all your dreams and wishes come true :)

and also....... *drum roll*

SHANNON LIM JIA JIN

HAPPY SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET THIRTEEN!!!!!! ♥♥♥

hope you have a nice day :)

and may all your wishes come true :D

with ♥

Pui Yin

2009-09-08T18:14:00.003+08:00

I can't smile.
YES, I'm EMO, SO WHAT?
YES, I'm JEALOUS, SO WHAT?
YES, I'm ANGRY, SO WHAT?
Can't believe I actually went EMO, ANGRY and JEALOUS over that, that SMALL MATTER,
YEA SO WHAT?
Laugh all you want, like I CARE.
What the hell.

2009-09-07T15:20:00.002+08:00

Curiosity kills. It's better not to know that much of things sometimes. :)
Life ain't that complicated, some times, peoples tend to think too much and make things complicated.
Like, love.
Haha, just screw it, don't be in love, stay single forever and you won't have any problems :)
Don't have a bf/gf, so whaaaaaaat?
Got FRIENDS and FAMILY mah!!! XD

"Single is fun."
Yes I agree with you. So stay single and fun. Uh-huh.
:)

with ♥
Pui Yin

2009-09-06T21:35:00.004+08:00

Just came back from Ying's house :)
Went to bazaar with Ying, Fion, Khor, Justin and erm, Alvin / Evan...? >__>
sorry i got Short Term Memory! Should have exchanged name cards >__> daaaam.

But, ahah, luckily I went, totally changed my mood, LOL.
I was damm moody just now D:
Well, definitely feeling better now la :D
They are dam fun lo. especially when I get to see Ying doing something stupid and make everyone laugh. HAHA xP
Hope to see them again :)

with ♥
Pui Yin

2009-09-04T20:00:00.003+08:00

Feel myself going to collapse soon....
So many things happened... Out of a sudden.....
Please tell me that you're safe....
I don't want to lose you.....

2009-09-04T05:59:00.003+08:00

I must be crazy.....
I never do this before ever since I was borned in this world...
Sleep for only 3 hours.... and go to school and study on the second day??!!!
SOMEMORE WITH PN. SUSILA'S SEJARAH ON THE FIRST AND SECOND PERIOD????!!!!!!
OMG, SIAO, I WILL SERIOUSLY SLEEP DURING HER CLASS LATER >__>....

Well... I guess tonight will be more epic.... I dont think I got time to sleep... XD......
Why arh? Rushing my monthly reports..... = =.....
Ahhhhh.... SCREW THE PANDA EYES = =++++
Who cares about it?
Well, as long as I get my job done la D:!!!! (suprisingly, I find it kind of fun, doing paperworks at night =w=...)

*sleepy* *yawn*
I better go prepare for school first... xD

with lots of ♥ and lots and lots and lots (x100) of sleepy-ness,
Pui Yin

Moodless

2009-09-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

I'm moodless, now.
Felt so moody.

Everything changed suddenly.
I don't know who to trust.
I don't know what to do.
I felt so helpless and useless for the first time, infront of my loved ones.
I don't even have the courage to find out the truth.
I felt myself so coward.
I don't want to hurt them.
They are like my family.
I trust them and love them like my own family.

Sorry...
I really don't know what to do.....
I really don't have the courage to ask you what happened....
I really don't have the courage to tell you what I heard.... from him....
I don't want to hurt you...

Sorry.....

I hate the way things change....
This feeling sux....

P/S:
special thnx to mr. curious for listening to my stories. (Good person to share secrets and problems with yea.)
and Burette Breaker for the advices.

Pui Yin

Addicted, again.

2009-09-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

I find myself addicted to a lot of stuff these days... -__-
For example,
> Playing with my brother's Ultraman Plushie....
> Sometimes I torture it for no reason.... like... poking his eyes.... whacking it.... throwing it..... hit the stomach......
> Hold my handphone and sleep... -__-
> Play facebook for the whole day... Especially RC.... I think I'm currently crazy over RC = =.
> Spam ppl's msn.... (My besties call me the spamming queen, FYI.) = =
> Overspent..... on SMS-ing non-sense... =__=+++

Ahh, and a lot more.... of stupid things la >__>
Ahhh duuuuuuuuuuuuh, I need to concentrate on my studies >__>
I will die for sure if I fail any papers... >__>
*sleepy* *yawns* I go sleep for a while first, ahahaha ♥

with ♥
Pui Yin

Flag Painting

2009-08-27T12:37:00.005+08:00

Went for the Flag Painting project yesterday, and the day before yesterday :)
Uploading soem photos now.

The cute O.C, Shannon :). She's cute, right?

Then, on the first day, when some of them went out to buy a new cloth, some of us start posing with the poles.... (more on face book yea :D)
*credits to Shu-Lyn for taking this picture*

Shu-Lyn painting the flag...
I did it on purpose! She looks quite emo here. LOLs.

When I'm holding the pole and standing on the side there , the roof of the bengkel is like, right behind me.

Sky take 1

Sky Take 2...

The cloud looks like a ♥ eh?

Going to Subang Parade with mom tomorrow ♥

with lots of ♥

Pui Yin

Photos

2009-08-24T17:03:00.005+08:00

Look, Khor!!!! THE CAKIIEEES xD...

Muahahahahahaha. It's all mine mine mine mine mine. =w=

Marble Cheese Slice from RT Pastry

Strawberry Tart Slice from RT Pastry, too =D

Next... Flowers =)....

My mom received one bouquet of flower as her birthday present from her friends this year...

Lovely, isn't it? =D

Rose

After removing the white web thingy...

"Marry me Juliet you never have to be alone.." =)

with ♥

Pui Yin

Where is the Love..?

2009-08-21T19:22:00.006+08:00

Where is the Love....

Everything was fine last year....

This year... he changed... A lot....

I will never forget this.... It was Father's Day....

We went out for dinner.... Right after we finish eating... In the restaurant....

He said something... Something really harsh....

My mom tried to control her emotion....

They argued... in the car.... in front of me, and my brothers....

I cried.

My mom tried to talk to him when we reached home, after me and my brothers went back to our own rooms.

I heard him shouting at my mom.

My mom cried.

She turned her face when I walked down.

She was hiding her tears.

I went to sleep... quite early that night, hoping that everything will be fine the next day.

When I woke up the second day morning, my mom was bathing.

And he went out.

I cried. I just can't control my tears.

They used to go out together for breakfast.

I will never forget about this.

They never talk... since that.

I hate him.

I swear, I'm not celebrating Father's Day. ANYMORE.

Father's day sux.

I seriously want to get out from this place now.

What's a family, without love?

Where is the love?

Emo-ing?

2009-08-20T16:06:00.003+08:00

Dies. It was yesterday....
Got influenced by my friends....
Why's everyone like EMO-ing because of some love matter? GAAH.

Well, my classmate, R, told me that she had a crush on some guy from our school.
Then she went quite emo because that fella is leaving our school....
Me and Gina actually sang her 'Love Story' by Taylor Swift.

"... I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around?
My faith in you was fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said:
"Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone,
I keep waiting,
For you but you never come,
Is this in thy head,
I don't know what you think..."
He knelts to the ground
And pull out a ring and said:
"Marry me, Juliet you never have to be alone,
I love you and that's all I really know,
I've talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story, baby just say 'Yes!'."..."

Oh well, that's the end of story... For classmate R...

Next will be... Friend S....
I have a long talk with her after school...
Well... She told me about a lot of things that I should not know...
Anyway, I hope that she will take my words...
You can do it girl!! Just leave it, I BELIEVE, you can do better than anyone else.
And you deserves a better one :)
Just talk to me whenever you need... Think about those peoples around you....
There must be someone that really cares for you... :)

with ♥
Pui Yin

Random-ness

2009-08-18T18:48:00.002+08:00

This post is actually for Dee Dee to read la... :D.....
Well, according to what I told you in face book yesterday...
This some comments, from the... erm... Victim...?

Seriously... I can't imagine that Victim... I mean I never expect him to say these...
Plus... with a super serious look.....
Se....rious....ly...... I..... can't...... i....ma....gine.... that......

"Haiz, youngsters these days... So corrupted by the western culture... Don't their parents teach them what's right and what's wrong? And can't they think is it appropriate if they watch those kind of show? They are our future, what will happen to our future if they are all like that? What will happen to Malaysia'a vision 2010?"

Seriously, when I received his message, I LOL-ed, but... quite true also la.. Ahaha....
Sorry looooorh - -... My fault to ask you go watch.... >__>
We support gheys only maaah XDD....
Ahahah... = =

with ♥
Pui Yin

Dare to dream...

2009-08-17T18:28:00.003+08:00

Psychologist...?
Why not?

I will 'chase' after it....
Psychologist, wait for me :)...

TIme for tuition... bye....

with ♥
Pui Yin

For myself...

2009-08-16T20:08:00.007+08:00

Believe.....
I can do it!
I'm will live my own life!!!
GO GIRL!!!

♥ heartz always
:D smile always

with lots of ♥
Pui Yin

Post Mortem meeting

2009-08-15T13:24:00.004+08:00

Basically, I went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday :D...

It was the first time I go there by bus, the first time I go there alone, the first time I lepak there myself, the first time I drink Martini, the first time I drink beer... A lot of first time yesterday laa XD

So, I walked to the bus station at SS 19 around 4.30 p.m., which is one hour before the meeting starts. Then, I reach Sunway Pyramid around 5.00 p.m. but the meeting have not started yet so I go lepak-lepak sendiri. In the end.... Everyone gathered in McD around 6.45 p.m.... By the way, me and Linda went around 'shopping' before we go to McD.
After planning... What we want to do... We left McD around 7.00 p.m. ++...
Oh, btw, I think it was my first time also, to talk to Fion :D... she's a very nice and sweet girl XD.... Sometimes quite funny also. Ahah! XD

Then Ying Ying say she want to watch movie.... So I actually called my mom and ask her if I can go home at 11 p.m. instead of 10 p.m.... And surprisingly... she agreed..... XD....
I thought we are going to watch movie after the dinner, but they change the plan suddenly, they went arcade instead. Most of them went to play the race car thingy and some crazy hitting Ultra-man and doggie machine...
Ying Ying, Fion, Eric and Justin went to play the race car thingy... When the game ends, Justin was swearing... Because he got first place. - -.... Eric was swearing too, because he almost got 1st/ 2nd place, then Ying Ying go bang his car and both of them 'died', and Fion looks a bit speechless.
Then, they go and play the hitting stuff one... They looks funny when they are playing... Especially Ying Ying... She keep hitting Fion's hand... (Pity Fion - -). Oh, btw, when Ying Ying hit the dog's head, she looks like some... Bomoh...
Suddenly, Chong Shen and Rui Wei went to play the game also... but they hit ultraman... FIrst time see Rui Wei so crazy... Keep punching the Ultraman head that appears from the holes.... Looks like KID XD, so LOL.

After that, they finally went for dinner + POST MORTEM MEETING, and this is where the excitement starts... Joking - -...
Actually nothing much... We go there makan and have meeting only....
Oh yea yea XD I tried the LYCHEE MARTINI XDD.
Not bad, quite nice to drink.
One thing, was I reaaallllllly drunk last night? -__-....
After I finish drinking the martini, Fion and Rui Wei, they are like:"Eh, you okaay arh?"
then Justin and Eric keep saying: "She drunk already... -________-"
The Eric laugh at me somemore -__-... Where got? SEEEEEE, I can remember what happen yesterday!!!!
Fion/ Rui Wei/ Justin/ Eric (I forgotten who told me this):"Later you reach home... You straight awaaay run in to your room.... don't talk to your mum.... If she's standing beside you.. Don't breathe too hard..."
I wasn't drunk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I know what I'm doing.... I can sit I can walk I can stand I can jump I can run I can talk.
Just that I feel like banging my head on some one's shoulder (Ying's the victim) and feel like hugging ppls (If Min Min was there she will die). Maybe because I'm A BIIIIIIIIT high after drinking the martini.
I just know I keep banging my head on my bag and the table only. I somehow failed to recall what happen yesterday in the restaurant - -... I just know very fun only la, can go out with them XD.
And yea, I want to go clubbing on my 18TH BIRTHDAY.
Pui Yin is getting more and more evil. Wakakaaa.

with lots of ♥♥♥♥
Pui Yin

Scream

2009-08-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

How many times must I tell these to myself everyday?

Don't fail your finals. Exams. Study. Tomorrow got meeting. Your reports.

Under pressure.
My mom is pressing me too hard.
"You better not fail your finals, or else resign from ALL your post."
"How many times you need to go out one week?"
"You don't need to study? Your studies how?"
"What's the time now? 10 o'clock already! You don't need to sleep? Tomorrow you still got school you know?"

I hate it.
Stop treating me like a small kid.
I know when I should sleep.
I know what I'm doing.
I know what I should do.
I know what I shouldn't do.
I'm not a little baby anymore.
Stop talking to me this way.
I find it annoying, irritating and very insulting.

Pui Yin.

Weird Dream

2009-08-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

I was sitting on my parents' bed just now.
Then I accidentally fell asleep.
Suffocating.
I got some weird dreams just now.
Dreams about, peoples doesn't trust me.
Peoples thinks that I'm annoying.

I hate that kind of feeling.
Felt so helpless.
Felt myself so useless.

Tired.
Strengthless.
Exhausted.

Pui Yin

Heart. Beat.

2009-08-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

I can feel my heart beating.... fast.... then slow.... it's abnormal....
Sometimes I can barely feel my heart beating...

Trying not to think too much....
Why do I always fall into this kind of trap....
I seriously hate it.....
Who knows......
Maybe the best way is to let my heart stop pumping.

Someone please help me to escape from my own fantasy.
I seriously hate the way my brain functioning now.
My brain just can't frigging stop thinking about it

That feeling seriously... sux.....

Pui Yin

Emo Pig...

2009-08-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

Welcome my new nickname... by my 'brother' Loo Weng Chun....

LWC: "Emo Pig."
Me: "Yes?"
LWC: "........ you admitted you're emo pig......"
Me: "Really?"
LWC: "You're emo pig..... Phaik Yan is normal pig....."

Call me emo pig. Meows.

Having the post mortem for the Leadership Seminar, RCC Meeting and CLD Programme this Friday.
What should I wear?

With ♥
Pui Yin

running away

2009-08-11T13:51:00.000+08:00

Sky have expressions, too....
They cry, they smile, they laugh, they go emo, angry, like humans do.

Kagaya Yutaka's art piece is mostly related nature.
The stars, the sky, the moon, the flowers, the sea, the galaxy....
His art piece are really gorgeous, calming, indescribable.
Maybe that's why I love his art piece.

I wish, I can live in that world.
It would be great I guess.
Still can't get my mind off that matter. Damn.

with ♥
Pui Yin

random photos

2009-08-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

welcome my second pair of wedge heels ♥

The sand colour one whole thing came just came off (separated from the heels part), so have to send for repair.

Then last Sunday my mom bought me another pair when we went Carrefour.

Regretted for not choosing the maroon one.

Prefects' Installation.

Real flower brooch from Gina.

Lastly, from my house.

Lotus flower.

Time to sleep.

Good night. ♥

with lots of ♥,

Pui Yin

What the heck.

2009-08-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

Seriously, that kind of feeling comes back again....
I don't know why... I'm scared.

This morning I suddenly found out, when I randomly just said:"*******" in the class.

Seriously, wtf, I must be crazy.
Someone wake me up please.
I must be dreaming.

I hate that kind of feeling.
It's like so.....
Pathetic.
Suffocating.
Frustrating.
I hate it.

I got insomnia last night, because I kept thinking about it. I thought, I was just too excited or something.

WTF.
wake up la KPY.
STUPID GIRL.
IDIOT.
CRAZY GIRL.
STOP DREAMING.
STUPID STUPID STUPID. IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT. CRAZY GIRL CRAZY GIRL CRAZY GIRL.

what the heck. daaamn.
I hate myself.
It's conquering my mind. now. can't think properly now. what the hell. damn it.

Feeling pathetic.

Pui Yin.

Leadership Seminar, RCC Meeting and CLD Programme ♥

2009-08-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

It was yesterday :)
A lot of things happened yesterday, and the day before yesterday.
Daamn, I'm missing the Leadership Seminar committees already T_T
They are daaaamn fun to work with, although most of them are older than me and ying by.... at least two years?
Well, this is because most of them are from Omega clubs, which means they are in College or maybe working now. So, they should be older than us, by at least two years lo. XD
Anyway, some of them are actually quite lame and funny and friendly and sweet and helpful and nice and a lot of things laaa =S... so sometimes go for the meeting also very fun.

Looking foward to work with them again =D
Oh yeea, and the post mortem meeting.
Can see them again XDDDD.

One of my favourite photo. (but ying's face got blocked -__-)
Group photo @ Tasty Pot.
Front row (sitting down) From Left, Justin(PJI), Ying(SU), me(SU), Min Min(Taylors), Cheng Ze(Taylors).
Back row (standing one) From Left, Rui Wei(PJI), Chong Sheng(PJI), Edwin(Taylors), Linda(Taylors), Eric(PJI).

*To Ying: Must make a post mortem meeting yeaaaaa = =... NO ONLINE MEETING PLEASEEEE. TQ XD!!!!*

With lots of ♥♥♥♥♥
Pui Yin

Love?

2009-08-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

Basically, I'm updating about what happen last Friday now.
So, this is how the story starts....
Last Friday, Pn. Tan Pek Ngoh went in to our class to relief, because Pn. Loo was conducting a Choir practice...
Then, suddenly, she asked: "What is LOVE?"
Everyone, oh including me, went like "WUUUTTDAAAAAFIIIISHH?"
Then she said a lot of things, too much until I dunno how to write inside here.
But basically it's about LOVE or indirectly about LOVE.

So, what is LOVE?

"LOVE is a red-coloured heart, like this --> ♥
WTF.........

With lots of red-coloured hearts,
Pui Yin

First Post in new blog

2009-08-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

So... Yea, this will be my new blog >.> link me up yea ppls :D
Hmm... actually I got one blog in Live Journal.... but that one I don't know how to link ppl + add in a chat box...
I heard cannot add in chat box one.. so I gave up Live Journal and come back to blogspot looo XDDD
My blog is currently under construction... so it will be kinda messy, LOL.
I want to change my whole blog to maroon and black colour.... But cannot find a suitable one laaaa....
Kinda love maroon colour now XD.

With lots of ♥

Pui Yin