Heart. Beat.

I can feel my heart beating.... fast.... then slow.... it's abnormal....
Sometimes I can barely feel my heart beating...

Trying not to think too much....
Why do I always fall into this kind of trap....
I seriously hate it.....
Who knows......
Maybe the best way is to let my heart stop pumping.

Someone please help me to escape from my own fantasy.
I seriously hate the way my brain functioning now.
My brain just can't frigging stop thinking about it

That feeling seriously... sux.....

Pui Yin