I'm worried about you two.
Please get back to your normal life, soon.
I love you all.

Quote:
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.



♥
Pui Yin

Why do we still call that kind of feeling "love", when "love" is under pressure...?

This is no good...

It seriously affected me quite a lot.....
Uhh... what the heck is it....
Hate that feeling... Shyt....
Not being trusted.... Being ignored....
Ask already then kena ignore... Don't know ask who to help....
Wants to know the truth but got no courage to ask again....
This is seriously #%^*ing FRUSTRATING.
What the heck, just get the damn off my mind...
UHHHHHHHHHHH
This is seriously crazy.... Dammit.


♥
Pui Yin

Exams are over, I got back my results, no idea why, I still feel myself under pressure.
Sometimes I just feel like throwing stuffs around and go crazy, for a few minutes, or maybe seconds.
Well, i tried, throwing stuff -- No, i never get enough of throwing stuffs, apparently it doesn't help in releasing my anger/ stress.
Then, screaming -- I feel like screaming, yes i screamed, but apparently didn't help much.
Oh well, the last thing on my list would be crying i guess? -- Oh damn, I feel like crying, but the damn tears just won't come out. I feel like crying out loud but my tears just won't come out, I feel really sad sometimes but my tears just can't some out. Oh- how nice. My tears won't come out when I'm under pressure?

Anyways, I went to my dad's factory today, nah, not to work. To study. Yes, I go to my dad's factory to STUDY. My final's grades drop like crazy, needa brush up during this holidays....
Actually, I suppose to study 2 chapters of modern maths and 1 chapter of add maths today, but wtf, I was distracted, I only managed to study 1 1/5 chaper of modern maths and 1/3 chapter of add maths, nice right?

I dont know what's wrong with me lately, but, seriously, i feel like saying this -- what the effffffffff.
Sigh. Maybe my mom is right, I'm not suitable to become a social worker.... 

Hope tomorrow's a good day.
Ciao.


♥
Pui Yin

This post is dedicated to SOME of the parents.

*I'm sorry if you feel offended, I'm just trying to be honest here*
Dear parents,
We children, understands that, doing house work is not fully your responsibility. Hence, we children, as part of the family, should also take up the responsibility to help to do some house chores.
But, PLEASE think. When you ask us to do something, PLEASE, do use a proper tone.
Yes, it's true that we are your children, and you're the older one, yes, we understand that we need to respect you.
But, PLEASE, respect us, too, we are not your maids, even if we are your maids, we need to be respected as well.
Please remember, maids are human too.
When you ask for something, PLEASE ask, don't command.
When we've done our duty, PLEASE don't be ‘stingy’.
We don't expect you to buy us clothes, shoes, or something expensive as reward.
Just a simple ‘Thank you’, ‘Good Job, girl/ boy’, or maybe plus with a glass of ice water/ a cup of tea/coffee/ anything you can get in the house will do.

I seriously don't know how to describe my feelings now.
Lets not put in anymore hope...

Frustrations.
I always believe that.... Nothing is impossible...
But... after so many times of trying... I'm really tired....
Lets not put in too much hope,
The more hope you put in,
It's always more frustrating if you don't get what you want.
Lets not aim for the highest stars,
The higher you aim,
It definitely hurts more if you fall.

I used to believe that.... If I fell down... Someone is going to catch me....
I still believe that they will be the one to hold me and support me...
But... I just dont wanna fall anymore.....

Sigh...
Just let me dream for a little while, please.

Infatuation....

Awh, I craped a lot during the Sejarah paper, well, for the soalan esei, duh.
Especially the part they ask why this genarasi need more of the Pendidikan Tidak Formal....
Tsk tsk... I crap until kau kau.... I even wrote about Wawasan 2020....
Awesome lerh? ;) 
But sadly... that one... 4  marks only... - -

Tomorrow Modern Maths.. and PHYSICS PAPER 2!!! DIEE LOOO!!!! X__X

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee lets die in sejarah x))
In the end, I didn't study at all..... too sleepy edi... XD