Thursday, November 26, 2009

I'm worried about you two.
Please get back to your normal life, soon.
I love you all.

Quote:
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.




Pui Yin

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Why do we still call that kind of feeling "love", when "love" is under pressure...?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

This is no good...

It seriously affected me quite a lot.....
Uhh... what the heck is it....
Hate that feeling... Shyt....
Not being trusted.... Being ignored....
Ask already then kena ignore... Don't know ask who to help....
Wants to know the truth but got no courage to ask again....
This is seriously #%^*ing FRUSTRATING.
What the heck, just get the damn off my mind...
UHHHHHHHHHHH
This is seriously crazy.... Dammit.



Pui Yin

Monday, November 16, 2009

Exams are over, I got back my results, no idea why, I still feel myself under pressure.
Sometimes I just feel like throwing stuffs around and go crazy, for a few minutes, or maybe seconds.
Well, i tried, throwing stuff -- No, i never get enough of throwing stuffs, apparently it doesn't help in releasing my anger/ stress.
Then, screaming -- I feel like screaming, yes i screamed, but apparently didn't help much.
Oh well, the last thing on my list would be crying i guess? -- Oh damn, I feel like crying, but the damn tears just won't come out. I feel like crying out loud but my tears just won't come out, I feel really sad sometimes but my tears just can't some out. Oh- how nice. My tears won't come out when I'm under pressure?

Anyways, I went to my dad's factory today, nah, not to work. To study. Yes, I go to my dad's factory to STUDY. My final's grades drop like crazy, needa brush up during this holidays....
Actually, I suppose to study 2 chapters of modern maths and 1 chapter of add maths today, but wtf, I was distracted, I only managed to study 1 1/5 chaper of modern maths and 1/3 chapter of add maths, nice right?

I dont know what's wrong with me lately, but, seriously, i feel like saying this -- what the effffffffff.
Sigh. Maybe my mom is right, I'm not suitable to become a social worker.... 

Hope tomorrow's a good day.
Ciao.



Pui Yin