Sigh...
Just let me dream for a little while, please.

Infatuation....

Awh, I craped a lot during the Sejarah paper, well, for the soalan esei, duh.
Especially the part they ask why this genarasi need more of the Pendidikan Tidak Formal....
Tsk tsk... I crap until kau kau.... I even wrote about Wawasan 2020....
Awesome lerh? ;) 
But sadly... that one... 4  marks only... - -

Tomorrow Modern Maths.. and PHYSICS PAPER 2!!! DIEE LOOO!!!! X__X

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee lets die in sejarah x))
In the end, I didn't study at all..... too sleepy edi... XD

No mood to study sejarah...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
How eh...? -__________-
Damn awesome....
I think I left the sejarah tips in my Chemistry note book, and I passed up my Chemistry note book today -______-....
Fck face.... What the awesome-ness, man -_________-+++
WHAT LA WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI.... HOW TO STUDY =_________________=
flip open your text book and study.... duh....
WHAT???!!!! STUDY EVERYTHING MEH -______- fiiiiish face laaaaaaaaa =_____=
WAAAH AH AHH AHHH AHHHH AHHHHH AHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH
WAH LAO EH WEI SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE..... = =

Not in the mood to study sejarah.
Why? Simple, I'm sleepy.
Good night..... XD

Alright, I just finished my Add Maths paper 2 just now.....
How was it?
I dont know what I'm doing.....
I dont understand what I'm writing....
Most importantly, I dont understand the question.
I thought I will freak out during the exams....
The only thing i know is... before the exams I kept screaming and shouting and whatever-ing,
"Awh, fck face."
Oh well, In the end.... Surprisingly....I'm super calm during the exams....
Uh- how calm..?
Well....
Staring blankly at the paper, use less than one hour to finish the whole paper, then keep staring at the damn question paper, hoping the answers will just jump out from the paper, awh, and resting my head on my arms, hoping that later I sleep until half suddenly the answer and working will all appears in my dream, then keep pressing the calculator hoping that the formulas will just pop out from no where, awwh, in the end, the answer sheet I passed up got only 2 pieces of poor test pad. 
"Awwwh, AWESOME." 
Maybe my brain have accepted the fact that I can't pass add maths...? Haha.....
I think I can't even score 10 marks out of 100 marks from paper 2...
Well... So now my only hope will be on Add Maths paper 1....
I think I need to score 80/80 for paper 1 to pass my add maths....
Awesome huh?

Sejarah tomorrow, Awh.... Laugh Out Loud. Awesome.


Pui Yin.

*poof*
Guess what? I finished my Chemistry paper 2 & paper 3 today... How was it?
haha...
three letters, IDK.
AWH WTF MAN. -__________-
feel like banging my head on the wall now..
Daaaaaaammmmmmmn
Sigh, tomorrow worse.... ADD MATHS!!!!! WHAT THE BUCK!!!! AHHHHH
ADD MATHS PAPER 2..!!!!????
HOW TO DO!!!!!????
SOMEONE TEACH ME ADD MATHS PLEASE!!!!!! T____T+++.....

Anyway, today was quite... LOL....
When I go in to the exam hall.... I see most of my classmates are.... panicing...?
Haha... Holiday... what you expect... sure no mood to study one....
Look at the Soon Huat's so-called-study-group... then you know already.....

Pergi rumah Soon Huat buat ape..?
Bawa buku-buku, duduk, buka buku, flip flip flip, tengok tengok tengok, boring?
Pergi guna computer sekejap....
Then suddenly someone say:"I on Facebook a while..."
... On Facebook lo.....
Then suddenly someone say:"I want xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Your RC got har?"
... On RC trade lo..... Give me xxxxxxxx from your RC also.... I want that......
Then suddenly someone go Maple Story do jump quest.....
... On Maple story jump lo..... Take turns jump lo.....
Then suddenly got ppl take out PSP.....
... On PSP play and share 'experience' lo... this this this how to kill... that that that item how to get....
Then suddenly got ppl on msn chat.....
... On MSN chat lo.... Spam ppl's inbox lo......

So group study ape...?
Got.... I learnt... how to do FUNCTION...... and I copied Chemistry notes......
Others lerh...?
Got learn also... they learn their own stuff la... dunno what they learn....
First day everyone very bersemangat nak belajar one...
But second day....
Suddenly got The Simpsons.... Final Fantasy..... Jumper......
I only know that got one thing... everyone also got learn one.... go there relax... XD....

Anyway, I realised that facing the exam is more fun than studying - -...
Call me insane if you want... HAHAHAHA... x)
Anyway... Ciao...
Time to sleep... later at night learn add maths... XDD....


♥
Pui Yin

Damn, I got seriously NO IDEA how did I slept last night.
I went to bed like 12 something, but it's like I spent most of my time turing turning turning spining spining spining going right round right round on the damn bed.
WTF, I'm not prepared for the paper at all - -....
yawns.... I want to sleep.....

BLOODY HELL.
IT'S ELEVEN PLUS NOW BUT I'M STILL NOT SLEEPING.
WHY?
SIMPLE, TOMORROW I'M HAVING MY CHEMISTRY PAPER.
HOLY MAMA! PAPER 2 & 3.
I SERIOUSLY CANT CONCENTRATE STUDYING....!!!!
SOMEONE SLAP ME PLEASE..!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
*SCREAMS*
WHAT THE HEEEECK.
I WANT TO STUDY!!!!
CHEMISTRY, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Illusion.....?
No worries... I'm.... fine....
The earth will still be round,
The sun will still rise in the east and set in the west,
The moon will still look nice,
The stars will still shine like diamonds at night,
The roses will still be red and violets will still be blue...

Thanks for giving me support and advices.....
You know who you are....

Just like what I said to you before, If you two need support, I will be your backbone.... :).....
You two gave me the support..... and now's my turn to become your backbone.... do tell me if you two need my help... I'll do my best... :))...
Super big (xInfinity) thank you.... J.E.....

And next will be my bff....
Sorry I didn't tell you everything....
But I know you will still love me ;))....
No worries.... I will let you see the cheerful Pui Pui... or you prefer emo one? x)....
Big big big (xInfinity) thank you to Joy Joy... my bfffffffffffffffffff (xInfinity)....

Last but not least... My advisor... (LOL?)....
Thanks for all the advise.... and stuff.... like.... you know..... :))
Felt really grateful that you're always beside me, supporting me... :))
Big big thank you (xSuper Infinity) to Dou.....

This post is specially for J.E., Joy and Dou :))
Just to let you all know I'm fine :)).......
Kays... No worries... I know I'm emo... but I will never cut myself... :)
So yea....
Thank you...! I love you all...!!


Pui Yin

Perhaps, I'm really going crazy.
I should just stop thinking about it.
Seal it, lock it with a super strong and tough lock, and make sure it doesnt appears again.
Hearts. This is the last time I'm going to say it, or maybe shout it.

I LOVE YOU
not

finally decided to go and sleep... good night....

where are you? :(

wondering... should i continue waiting....?

Still waiting....

Finally decided to do it...
I seriously got no idea what is going to happen next...
Feel myself very lost now....

Pui Yin

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying...
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find...

Je t'aime.
Getting crazier, day by day.
Curse it.

Damn it.
Gotta stop thinking about it.

"Dont even deserve a chance."

It's getting late.

"Good night."
Two simple words.
Somehow, I just dont have the courage to say it.
Damn... I'm getting crazy.


Pui Yin

Feels really down now.
It's like......
I don't know how to describe.
Stabbed by knives? Being pushed down from mountain cliff? Walking on broken glass?
Nah, all these seemed to be a bit too epic to describe my feelings.
I don't know. I just hate it. A lot.

She's pretty, she's beautiful, she's sweet, she's cute.
The way she smile is sweet, the way she smile is pretty, the way she smile is cute.
Just the first reason ALONE is enough to kill me. And yet, there are more to go, a super long list, I guess.

Maybe I should just give it a damn.
There must be ways to forget about it.....


Pui Yin

I think I'm seriously moodless now, until I can blog one hour after I posted the lastest post.
Damn it, can't I just give it a damn?
It's really haunting me.


Pui Yin

No idea why, my mood swings a lot these days.
Few minutes ago, I can be super hyper or happy, then five minutes later I might be emo-ing.

I think I'm seriously going crazy D:
It seems like I just can't give it a damn, what the heck?
Why am I still thinking about it?

P/S:
Attempt on interrupting failed.

Pui Yin

Love ain't that complicated, sometimes.
I've learnt a lesson today :)
Sometimes, we don't need to think too much. Love is NOT something that we should be ashamed of.
Feelings, is something really precious, and we should cherish it a lot.

I really can't describe my exact feelings in words....
Surprisingly, I didn't feel shock... I mean, maybe got...
BUT,I think it's more suitable if it can be replaced by the word 'admire'.

Sorry I'm not really good at expressing my feelings in words.
Anyway.....
All the best dudes, you know who you are :)
Sincerely wishes you two all the best :D
I think that you 2 are really great! ♥


with ♥
Pui Yin

How does it feels like when you keep double-clicking the same damn contact on MSN, type something, and hit the "Esc" button without hitting the "Enter" button?
Well, I just tried it.
I don't wanna hide it anymore.
I hate that feeling.
I wanna chat with someone really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, very, very, very, very, very, very, very badly.
But I don't have the courage to interrupt him.

Say, I'm a coward...
Pathetic.....

Feel like blogging, but don't know what to blog about....
So I shall just crap a bit before bathing.... and start memorizing the kata kunci for Moral. UH-!

I think I've been day-dreaming for the whole time in school today, especially when the teacher is teaching, I'm like, staring at the teacher/ table/ white board blankly.
Keep thinking of a loooooot of stupid things.
WTF. I even imagined kissing someone, someone died, something ghey, uh- someone screwed someone's funeral, and someone died again, and I cursed someone, awh- and.....
WTF. I must be crazy, man.

I've been thinking of a lot of things these days, like what?
Uh- Finals, studies, future, Leo, friends, family and a lot of things.
Sometimes I get kinda lost when I'm thinking about all these stuff, so if you see me staring at something, or not talking, doesn't means that I'm emo-ing laaaa = =.... Just THINKING.. XD
A lot of my friends thought that I was emo-ing, hahas XD

Anyway, I went to visit the white micey today, at Joy Joy and Ying Ying's class that one.. XD
I can't remember the name - -
BUT!!! It's so damn freaking cute = =+!!!
Keep eating eating eating eating eating eating eating eating.... drinking drinking drinking drinking drinking water and running around in the box.... XD
Somehow it reminds me of someone..... -__-
Especially the way the mice eat, it's SO CUTE!!!!!! Awwwwwh =w=....
Maybe I should bring some food for it tomorrow.... XD...

Awh- can't wait till this Friday anyway, UH, of course not because of the Moral paper, I mean, it's because of the meeting laaaah, XD... DUUUUH!
I heard from Ying that this coming Friday got another meeting with the committees of the 1st Leadership Seminar, RCC Meeting and CLD Programme. But I heard Linda is in Sarawak now D: ... So, most likely I'm not going see her this Friday lorh.. I mean if really got meeting laa... - -


with ♥
pui yin

Alright... Tagged by Hong Seh... XD

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
errrm.... forehead...?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
Ahhh.... bad dreams..... curse it... = =

3.Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
erh.... Michelle Wu, Lion Alan, Lion Balu, Zenny, Azizi and Baki Zainal?

4.Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
Maybe.

5.Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
I wanted to - -... But I'm still underage, so yea. XD

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Yeap.

7.Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
If I'm really angry + cursing that person, then maybe. HAHA.

8.What does your last text message SAY?
Oh.... Thank You...

9.What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Something, well of course something. HAHA.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Maybe? I don't know = =.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Nine or ten something I guess.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Uhhh, Campzilla shirt.

13.Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
I think so? = =

14.Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Aww. Digi. HAHA.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .
1. Joyce Chan Suet Mei
2. Ng Fen Dee
3. Ang Ying Ying
4. Emily Choong
5. Anna Looi
6. Lim Su Shen
7. Justin Yap
8. Ellysha Nur
9. Khor Rui Wei
10. Lemina Lim

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
HAHA... Awwwwww..... some guy from KAT-TUN? Joking =w=.....
Seriously, I don't know... XD

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good ?
Hmmm....... I don't know! XD

18. What is no.1 studying??
SMK Subang Utama, Pure Science class :D

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM ?
I chatted with SOME OF THEM just now....

20. IS no.4 SINGLE ?
Guess so?

21. Say something about no.2.
Hardcore fan of NEWS and KAT-TUN.....

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
Ai Yaaaaaaah, should have tag CS as no. 6... XD

23. Describe no.9
Uhh, some tall guy, 18 years old, uh, can cook (main point), haha XD.

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT ?
Awwww... Su Shen will never fight D:... She's too lovely. XD

25 . Do you like no.8 ? which kind of Like??
Uh, yea, I ♥ her a lot, as a friend. XDD.


♥
pui yin

Today Joy and Ying's class disected the white mice T___T......

Well, I passed by the Bio Lab during reccess, then they finish bisecting all the mice mice edi..... so.... I went in and see......

And guess what ANG YING YING DID.

SHE SHE SHE.......!!!!!!!!!

SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE!!!!! THAT GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE CUT OFF THE MICE TAIL T_____________________________T..........

screw her T_________T.......

but then got one white mice left haha..... 4 Sigma's new class pet LOL.

That time I say I wanna touch and poke the cute little white mice, so Sy Yiing she took it out... and leave it on the container cover -____-.... then she run edi.... ftw..... left me and the white mice there -_____-

I was like.... screaming...... shouting and..... talking to the white mice.....

Me: "EHHH DUN JUMP DUN COMMIT SUICIDE T___T!!! *panic*"

White Mice: "....." *running around*

Me: "KAOOOOO!!!! DONT KNOW HOW TO LISTEN IS IT??????!!!!!!!!! YOU GO IN LAAA GHADFHGFADGHFHGS!!!!! GO BACK AND SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!"

Teacher: "..... what is she doing there? -__-"

Anyway, the white mice is cute haha :D

with ♥

Pui Yin

Attempt on squeezing in Eric Teh's family tree.... failed = =....

Well, mainly it's because my current 'family' is like D: .... SHO dam effing fishing fisherman dam omfg wtf COMPLICATED!!!!!

JOYCE IS MY MOM, GAN YI HAO IS MY DADDIE, BUT JOY is MY DADDIEE's MOM, SO SHOULD I CALL HER GRANDMA, OR MUMMIEE?
THEN MINTY IS MY YOUNGER BROTHER, BUT HIS TWIN IS ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME, SO SHOULD I CALL HIM KOR KOR OR DI DI??? grrrrrrrr = =+
*half-dead*
dont talk to me = =!!!
*crawling back to the cupboard to EMO*
@___@

pening, right? D: ......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY KOH HUI YI!!!!!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

may all your dreams and wishes come true :)

and also....... *drum roll*

SHANNON LIM JIA JIN

HAPPY SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET THIRTEEN!!!!!! ♥♥♥

hope you have a nice day :)

and may all your wishes come true :D

with ♥

Pui Yin

I can't smile.
YES, I'm EMO, SO WHAT?
YES, I'm JEALOUS, SO WHAT?
YES, I'm ANGRY, SO WHAT?
Can't believe I actually went EMO, ANGRY and JEALOUS over that, that SMALL MATTER,
YEA SO WHAT?
Laugh all you want, like I CARE.
What the hell.

Curiosity kills. It's better not to know that much of things sometimes. :)
Life ain't that complicated, some times, peoples tend to think too much and make things complicated.
Like, love.
Haha, just screw it, don't be in love, stay single forever and you won't have any problems :)
Don't have a bf/gf, so whaaaaaaat?
Got FRIENDS and FAMILY mah!!! XD

"Single is fun."
Yes I agree with you. So stay single and fun. Uh-huh.
:)

with ♥
Pui Yin

Just came back from Ying's house :)
Went to bazaar with Ying, Fion, Khor, Justin and erm, Alvin / Evan...? >__>
sorry i got Short Term Memory! Should have exchanged name cards >__> daaaam.

But, ahah, luckily I went, totally changed my mood, LOL.
I was damm moody just now D:
Well, definitely feeling better now la :D
They are dam fun lo. especially when I get to see Ying doing something stupid and make everyone laugh. HAHA xP
Hope to see them again :)

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Pui Yin

Feel myself going to collapse soon....
So many things happened... Out of a sudden.....
Please tell me that you're safe....
I don't want to lose you.....

I must be crazy.....
I never do this before ever since I was borned in this world...
Sleep for only 3 hours.... and go to school and study on the second day??!!!
SOMEMORE WITH PN. SUSILA'S SEJARAH ON THE FIRST AND SECOND PERIOD????!!!!!!
OMG, SIAO, I WILL SERIOUSLY SLEEP DURING HER CLASS LATER >__>....

Well... I guess tonight will be more epic.... I dont think I got time to sleep... XD......
Why arh? Rushing my monthly reports..... = =.....
Ahhhhh.... SCREW THE PANDA EYES = =++++
Who cares about it?
Well, as long as I get my job done la D:!!!! (suprisingly, I find it kind of fun, doing paperworks at night =w=...)

*sleepy* *yawn*
I better go prepare for school first... xD


with lots of ♥ and lots and lots and lots (x100) of sleepy-ness,
Pui Yin

Moodless

I'm moodless, now.
Felt so moody.

Everything changed suddenly.
I don't know who to trust.
I don't know what to do.
I felt so helpless and useless for the first time, infront of my loved ones.
I don't even have the courage to find out the truth.
I felt myself so coward.
I don't want to hurt them.
They are like my family.
I trust them and love them like my own family.

Sorry...
I really don't know what to do.....
I really don't have the courage to ask you what happened....
I really don't have the courage to tell you what I heard.... from him....
I don't want to hurt you...

Sorry.....

I hate the way things change....
This feeling sux....

P/S:
special thnx to mr. curious for listening to my stories. (Good person to share secrets and problems with yea.)
and Burette Breaker for the advices.


Pui Yin

Addicted, again.

I find myself addicted to a lot of stuff these days... -__-
For example,
> Playing with my brother's Ultraman Plushie....
> Sometimes I torture it for no reason.... like... poking his eyes.... whacking it.... throwing it..... hit the stomach......
> Hold my handphone and sleep... -__-
> Play facebook for the whole day... Especially RC.... I think I'm currently crazy over RC = =.
> Spam ppl's msn.... (My besties call me the spamming queen, FYI.) = =
> Overspent..... on SMS-ing non-sense... =__=+++

Ahh, and a lot more.... of stupid things la >__>
Ahhh duuuuuuuuuuuuh, I need to concentrate on my studies >__>
I will die for sure if I fail any papers... >__>
*sleepy* *yawns* I go sleep for a while first, ahahaha ♥

with ♥
Pui Yin